Dear Daddy,
There are absolutely no words for me to explain how hard it is to go into the Holidays knowing you won’t be there with our family. Everyday I am reminded of something about you. When it snowed, I thought about you snow plowing at DIA, or when Asher’s Birthday came this week and you weren’t sitting with him playing with all of his toys. It is the emptiest feeling I have ever felt. We miss you and think of you every day. We tell stories about you and we think of all the memories we had with you. I don’t think that I will ever stop saying how much I miss you. Continue… It’s such a true statement when people say you don’t know what you have until it’s gone. It’s still too painful for me to think about everything that happened to you. I block it out so that I don’t have to feel all the pain. God took you away too soon and I just don’t understand why. We are having a family Christmas party tomorrow and I so wish that you would be there to hug, talk to, laugh with and have hell of a time with. I miss you so, so much. I love you and I’m truly sorry that this had to happen so soon.
Jenny
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